inspiration:

can be hard to find and easy to lose. it's part of why i haven't updated in a while, i've felt a loss of inspiration. although, i still don't have any, i felt the urge to write again, and so far, it feels good. i think that lots of things can inspire someone. a song could inspire another song, a scenic view could inspire an artist, a dream could inspire a writer, compassionate words could inspire anybody, it all depends on who you are on the inside. you can be anyone you wan to be on the outside, but that doesn't change who you are on the inside. sometimes some people wear a plastic smile, they appear collected and happy from a first glance, but on the inside they're crying. it's so easy to shove someone aside when they need somebody the most and people don't even realize that person needs a friend. friendship can come from anything, a friend could enter your life at a certain time and help you through something, then be gone. even though they were in your life for a short time, they changed your life, and without them you wouldn't be the same.