rainy days:

most people find rainy days to be a pain or they don't like the rain, they dread the downpour of the rain drops, but i have learned to love it, even when it gives me a bad hair day. i love to watch the rain come down. i love to smell it when it's hot on the pavement. when it's a storm, the occasional lighting strike adds beauty to the scene and thunder lets me know angels are there. i grew up scared of storms until my parents told me it was just the angels playing baseball, then i began to like them. i enjoy falling asleep to the steady drip-drip-drip of the drops on my window. i would love to dance in the rain. i always have heard that, but i've never actually done it before, but i should, just go out in the middle of the road while it's storming and just be free. that's what everyone should do, just let go and be free. 

homecoming:

last night was my first high school dance, homecoming. i was so nervous and excited. before my best friend got to my house, i was in what i call "freak out mode." my hair wasn't cooperating and it was driving me nuts. then the doorbell rang and i still wasn't ready, so then i became really nervous. i left my date sitting out in the living room with my dad while my mom and best friend kayla helped me get ready. then when all the last minute things were finished, i walked out of the room into the living room and i saw him. he looked fantastic. then it was picture time, flashes were going off everywhere as him and i held hands together and time stood still. when we got to the dance, it seemed like just 10 minutes later i had to leave. like Cinderella at the ball, at the stroke of midnight, she leaves her prince, but in the end there's the happily ever after and now i've realized i am finally living my own fairtytale and i can have my own happy ending too.

love:

when i was in middle school, i would hear all the older kids whisper to each other "i love you" and i just thought to myself, oh grow up, you don't know what love is, that's ridiculous. but now, i'm one of them and i love it. i've always felt i knew what love was like in past relationships, but i was wrong. i thought it was love because it was all i knew, but this time it's different. love is when you care about someone so much, you're sad when they aren't around and you never cease to think about them. it's having your heart stop when they look at you, forgetting how to breathe when they touch you and send shivers up your spine. all those butterflies in your stomach when they say your name the intensity of a first kiss, how you never want to see that person hurt. you would do everything in your power to make them happy, whether that be a hug or letting them go but enjoying them while you have them. love have no rules and knows no limits.

choices:

are difficult to make. i'm always
concerned about how other people will think of me when i make a decision and i shouldn't be. recently i made a decision, and i'm happy with it while others may not be. so i've decided i shouldn't let it get to me.

my purpose:

is to write down little things that occur in my life. things that make me sad, make me happy, make me laugh, anything. i want to start enjoying the little things in life, i feel like i take to much for granted.

to explain the name:

i'm a very indecisive person, so thanks to the creativity of my best friend, we came up with the name "the daily name change" because i am most like going to change the name regularly. which is okay, so just bare with me on my new journey through blogging. haha :)