letting go:

so it's been officially two weeks since we broke up and i'm completely back to my normal, clumsy self. speaking of which, i ran into a door a couple days ago and now have a bruise on my elbow that still hurts. anyways. i know that i've mentioned before how music helps me cope, but so do my friends. it's incredible how much having a best friend to talk to about things helps with everything. i can go on and on about a guy and she'll still listen to me because i do the same for her. i just wanted to make a list of some songs or lyrics that have helped me get over a breakup in record time because i feel like somewhere i just might be helping someone who is going through the same thing. "already gone" (kelly clarkson) i love you enough to let you go, "consider me gone" (reba mcentire) consider me a memory, consider me the past, consider me a smile in an old photograph, someone who used to make you laugh, "not meant to be" (theory of a dead man), "that's what faith can do" (kutless) i've seen dreams that move the mountains, hope that doesn't ever end even when the sky is falling, i've seen miracles just happen, silent prayers get answered, broken hearts become brand new, that's what faith can do. there's others too, but i can't remember them right now. so far it's nice being single, being free. i like being able to say or think "oh! he's cute!" without feeling guilty and i haven't actually had a crush in a while either. actually, it kinda feels like being in third grade when people would say "i like you" and it's just like a constant flashback in time, but i like it. who knows how long that'll last though. haha.